sea of words

Well, here's my contribution to the swirling sea of words. I'm not feeling terribly inspired tonight after having my brain on overdrive interpreting for 10 hours straight, but what the heck, why not create a blogspot? While I'm at work I will occasionally check friends' blogs and then click on their friends and get caught up in the stories and lives of people I don't even know. This story is mine, and while every moment isn't titillating and dramatic, I think over all it's interesting enough. There's just enough heart break, tears, plot twists, and quirky characters to make each day a surprise and to keep me curious as to what's going to happen next. For now I'm going to post my latest musings in the form of what may end up being a song.

I'm gonna climb

To a place I've never been before

So high, I'm dizzy trying to breathe this new air

I'm gonna look down

To an ocean filled with my tears

Dive in, and swim naked in the waters of my freedom

I'm so lost and I don't even care

Nothing to hold on to

Nothing familiar here

Nothing to hold me back from who I really am

I am alone now

Feeling at home in my skin

And I can't tell you where I end and the universe begins

Cause I'm so lost and I don't even care

Blind was I

Living someone else's dream

Tossed on the sea

By wind and waves

But then I woke up

And tasted the bitter fruit

Of living a lie and someone else's truth

It's so beautiful here

I never want to leave

But my demons are chasing me, trying to pull me back

Oh, but I'm stronger now

Something has been made new

And I won't go back to where I stood

Not very long ago

Cause I'm so lost and I don't even care

I'm so lost and I don't even care...